"There is that in me — I do not know what it is — but I know it is in me. … I do not know it — it is without name — it is a word unsaid, It is not in any dictionary, utterance, symbol. Something it swings on more than the earth I swing on, To it the creation is the friend whose embracing awakes me. (50)"
January 1, 1970
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