"[Sitting before courtroom jury] I wanted to come out here as Joker. I was gonna go on an... a angry rant. And blame all of you, and everyone, for this fucking miserable life. But it wouldn't matter anymore, because I can't do this anymore. 'Cause I can't be who you want me to be. It was all just a fantasy. There is no Joker. It's just me. I killed 6 people. I wish I didn't but I did. Nobody knows, but I also killed my mother. I put a pillow over her face and smothered her to death. I just wanna... I just wanna blow it all up, and start a new life. [Harleen gets up and walks out with several spectators following] Knock knock. Who's there? Arthur Fleck. Arthur Fleck who?"