"What if I don't find you when we die, Nihan! In the other world... If you had died today, I would have killed myself. It's simple, clear, but the more I thought about it, the more scared I was. What if I can't find you there? I don't know what's out there? But I know something. You won't wait for me! This fear connects me to your life, your breath. I commit all my sins to be with you while I live. I know I'm gonna pay for them...I know when you're gone; even in return for my life, I won't find you there."