"I am thirty-six years old. What am I waiting for? Probably for death. My past is as intense as my future empty and orphaned. And I will soon be a corpse – I am a madman; I have been working on it since I was dragged out of my mother. I know about it for a long time and I want this, unfortunately, I think so. Because I already have enough. I say – you know. The earth will deliver those who had doubts about the existence who never gave birth and never killed."