"Yet, so strong is the hold which the insidious evil of Communism secures upon its disciples, that I could still say to someone at that time: "I know that I am leaving the winning side for the losing side, but it is better to die on the losing side than to live under Communism." (p. 25)"
January 1, 1970
https://en.wikiquote.org/wiki/Whittaker_Chambers