"Even after all that had happened, the bitterness and disappointment in his voice cut me to the heart. "Henry," I said. I wanted to say something profound, that Julian was only human, that he was old, that flesh and blood was frail and weak and that there comes a time when we have to transcend our teachers. But I found myself unable to say anything at all. He turned his blind, unseeing eyes upon me. "I loved him more than my own father," he said. "I loved him more than anyone in the world.""