"Midwinter Notes On my shelf of photographs the dead have come to outnumber the living. They stand like artificial flowers among the real ones, so lifelike even God might be fooled. ...Only after our garden became a graveyard ...did the white stem rise from the hermetic bulb, ...five lavender petals ...a brilliant contradiction, out of phase, like an angel strayed into Time, our world."
January 1, 1970
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