"I'm happy. I'm so happy. You know, this whole time I've thought, if I was born to die, what the heck is the point of me even been born? I never made anything, or give anything to anyone. All I did was waste drugs, and hog that machine... and cause trouble for everyone. If all I get to do with suffer, and disappear in the end, it'd be better to just disappear right now. I used to always think, "Why am I alive? Why'd I sick around for...this long?" But, you know what? After all this time, I think I know why now. I might not have done much, but I'm glad got to live. Because after everything, these last few moments, they're the best ever. I'm surrounded by all my friends, and I got to end my journey...in the arms of someone I love."