"Sometimes we have the absolute certainty there's something inside us that's so hideous and monstrous that if we ever …"

"A cigarette only takes a certain amount of time to smoke and though this takes time it seems to take less and less wi…"

"Its quite an experience to be locked up all by yourself in any size room, no less a little cell."

"He flowed deeper and deeper into himself, wrapped in the comforting strength of hate."

"A little sleep and then a little wakefulness. Then a slipping to some soothing place in between."

"I guess I had fun. But not enough to stay."

"There was a sense of security in old, familiar feelings in spite of their discomfort."

"Time has to pass. But sometimes its so goddamn long. Sometimes it just seems to drag and drag and weigh a ton. And ha…"

"A dark yet shallow sleep. A submission to exhaustion. A loss of consciousness and an avoidance of light, Yet not deep…"

"Yet the harder he fought to find this the more distant it became. The more he struggled against the pressures the mor…"